Dragons

Thought for the day: “I thought growing older would take longer.”

Reading the news this morning, it’s pretty much all “same bad things happening as yesterday”. War, political crimes, people being jerks and criminals, stories about celebrities that no one should care about. Nothing inspirational. And it’s a gray, gloomy day outside, mirroring my internal state.

I have some technical writing I need to do today that should distract me from the negative vibe. I woke up in the middle of the night, composing some of the text that I previously thought was difficult. I love it when the sleeping, subconscious mind solves problems for me. It happens often.

Meanwhile, here’s a dragon from last week’s nighttime Louisville Zoo outing.

Is it really the end of March?

Daily chuckle: My doctor asked if anyone in my family suffered from mental illness.. I said, “No, we all seem to enjoy it.”

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After years of buying shoes somewhat randomly (buying when in the mood and/or at a mall; buying the first thing that mostly fits because I hate trying on clothes or shoes), I’ve discovered two things that make shoe buying an excellent experience. First, buy for quality. For me that’s shoes like Ecco and Rockport. High quality and high comfort. Second, buy via Amazon. Great selection, don’t have to sit in a shoe store and struggle with my shoes and socks in public, and can easily return anything I don’t like or that doesn’t quite fit. Little by little I’m using this approach to replace my decades-old collection of almost-never-worn, don’t-quite-like-them shoes. Old dog, new tricks.

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I don’t understand the arguments over who was more justified, Chris Rock or Will Smith. Rock is a comedian and there’s a long tradition of celebrities making jokes about each other. And this wasn’t a particularly rough or crude joke. Smith just lost his mind and committed assault in public. Smith was in the wrong, end of story.

Restaurant review

My OpenTable review of Repeal:

I was probably a little generous on the food rating. I expected a lot more for the price – Repeal is *pricey*. My steak was good but not great, and the whipped potato side dish was just bad. Runny and oily. I’m a tough steak critic – I’ve pretty much perfected Costco prime steaks cooked at home, so that’s always a thing when I pay for a steak somewhere. High hurdle.

On the good side we had a real nice evening. Great service, good ambiance, good people watching, and Monday night turned out to be half price wine bottle night. We had a killer Vieux Donjon Chateauneuf du Pape that I normally wouldn’t spring for, but at half price, why not? It was the star of the meal. And overall, their wine list was first class.

Dessert was a mixed bag. The key lime pie was excellent, but the bourbon-caramel bread pudding…don’t bother.

Louisville has soooo many good food destinations, and many of them great values. Mussel and Burger comes to mind. Con Huevos. Fork and Barrel. Ciao. Etc. So it may be a while before I visit Repeal again. Unless I want a great bottle of wine on a Monday night.

Adios

I really like this. Every person should have a user manual. I’m too tired this morning to write my own manual, but that’s a good project for the near future.

Today we fly west, back to a rainy Socal. These one week trips are getting tougher and tougher, so time for a change in strategy. Longer trips, maybe a bit farther apart. Ten days in one city should be a noticeable difference than 6-7. The point is to reduce the airplane time as a percentage of total travel time. I can’t quite travel at the same pace as I did 20 years ago.

The next month I’ll be very focused on my new gig, doing a lot of team building and laying the foundation for whoever comes after me. And on getting some exercise.

Finally today, everyone should read Heather Cox Richardson’s latest essay. A federal judge has looked at the facts and spoken plainly about Trump’s treason. It’s a damning recital of the events leading up to the Jan 6 insurrection. We came so close to disaster…

Judge Carter concluded that Trump’s actions “more likely than not constitute attempts to obstruct an official proceeding.” He also concluded that “Trump likely knew the electoral count plan had no factual justification.” The plan, Carter wrote, “was a last-ditch attempt to secure the Presidency by any means.” He also found that “it is more likely than not that President Trump and Dr. Eastman dishonestly conspired to obstruct the Joint Session of Congress on January 6, 2021.” 

Eastman and Trump “launched a campaign to overturn a democratic election, an action unprecedented in American history,” Carter wrote. “Their campaign was…a coup in search of a legal theory….  If [the] plan had worked, it would have permanently ended the peaceful transition of power, undermining American democracy and the Constitution. If the country does not commit to investigating and pursuing accountability for those responsible, the Court fears January 6 will repeat itself.” 

Monday musings

For the first time in memory I won’t be watching the Final Four next weekend. It’s an absolute worst case scenario for Kentucky fans. IMHO there are four teams that are considered elite in college hoops – Kentucky, North Carolina, Duke and Kansas. Guess who’s missing from the party next weekend? I’ll go play golf instead.

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I didn’t see it live, but apparently Will Smith lost his mind at the Oscars last night. And then won an Oscar. Go figure.

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Today’s Wordle was awful. One of those words with a dozen replacements for one letter, all making valid words. I was lucky that I found the answer quickly.

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We’re missing a big rainstorm in Socal today, and I’m sorry to miss it. I enjoy seeing the parched vegetation get a good soaking. We’ll see the aftermath tomorrow, though.

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Here’s the trip to take immediately if you get a really bad test result from your oncologist. Go big before you go home.

Lazy Sunday

Everyone but me got up late today, so just hanging around the house. Reading a lot, did some online work to get a head start on next week. Made dinner plans for tomorrow at Repeal. Hope it lives up to its reputation.

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The light show at the Louisville Zoo last night was great – the kids loved it, so the adults were able to enjoy it too. Here’s some old guy with the grandsons on the carousel.

And the title picture above shows the grandsons plus Eva, my cousin Donnie’s daughter. The weather here has been unseasonably cold – got down to 29F last night! The zoo walk required a little pioneer spirit.

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And tonight we get to see if St Pete’s makes their way into the Final Four. I’m rooting for them against NC, big time. Might as well.

Saturday news

FDA approves CRISPR cows for beef. Yikes! And CRISPR doesn’t mean crispy beef, it means “clustered regularly interspaced short palindromic repeats“, which is science-speak for genetic editing. Somehow I think this will end very badly, somewhere down the line. Genetic editing of our food sources, plant or animal, has so many potential unintended consequences…

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Dave Winer has the correct take on the real damage Republicans are doing to us these days:

So here we are.#

Can you imagine how the rest of the world sees the January 6 attack on the US Capitol?#

Spoiler: It scares the shit out of them. Because the main product the US sells is safety. Our financial system is where the world stores their money for safe keeping.#

What scares them even more? We haven’t done anything about it. Trump and all the people who organized the coup are free. No prospect of any punishment. The can do it again and again.#

If you’re smart you’re looking for the next safe place to put your savings.#

I want to know this — why isn’t journalism running constant articles, reports and panels on this topic:#

When will Trump be charged?#

We failed to learn the lesson from Nixon it seems. #

The damage is that the world realizes that America isn’t stable, and isn’t the place they can count on when things go to shit. So who might they turn to?

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St. Peters (there, I said their name) is thankfully no one-hit wonder. This makes our loss to them a tiny bit more bearable. Now they need to beat North Carolina and then Duke. At that point we’ll know that we were rolled over by manifest destiny, not just a bad night on the court.

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Yesterday, religion once again disappointed me. I was driving east on I-64 when I felt The Call. I resisted, but The Call was insistent, subtle but strong. I had not been to church in a while, so I gave in and made my way to that holiest of holys (holies?), St. Spauldings of Lexington. There I stood in line, mumbled the words that would allow the acolytes to serve me, then gave my cash-only offering in return for a bag of Most Perfect Fried Perfection. I returned to my car, carefully opened the bag and extracted one of the sacred treats. I closed my eyes, took a bite, and…something was wrong. The bite wasn’t a warm, sweet, chewy transcendental experience. It was ordinary. This wasn’t a holy Spaulding’s doughnut, it was just like any other cakey bland fat pill.

Thinking I had just gotten a mutant or an outlier, I frantically sampled a couple of others, and they were the same. Ordinary. Not worth the calories or the effort of leaving the highway. I tossed the bag into the back seat, fought back the tears and made my sad way back to the interstate.

Needless to say, the entire experience has left me shaken, my faith challenged as never before. St. Spauldings has never before disappointed me. Perhaps this was a test. If so, it just proves that the universe is cruel and capricious, when even innocent doughnuts can be corrupted. It may be a while before I can try again.

Expert

My friend Robert over at Blue Heron Blast is an expert bird photographer. Here’s a shot that shows I can hold my own in that field. Was tough to catch this bird holding still and in the open.

I make the trek to Ashland and back later this morning. I hope to see some redbud peeking out from the deep woods along the way. Didn’t sleep that well last night, so it may be a tough day staying alert. Miles and miles of open road and greenery – actually, brownery this time of year.

Both

Perhaps it’s time to lighten things up a bit. Here’s a happy person in a beautiful place. Or is it a beautiful person in a happy place? I’ll go with both…

Big Sur, 2014

What might have been

Forty years ago today my Mom died. Some of it feels like a long time ago, and some of it as if it happened yesterday. I remember being at the hospital that day, and breaking down and sobbing at a pay phone in the hall. Maybe it was just a public phone, and I don’t remember who I had called. My family never really got over her being taken away from us so soon; the echoes of her departure are apparent to anyone who is close to us.

To everyone who has ever lost a parent, I get it. I think of her often and think of what might have been, what should have been, these last forty years.

Helen Susan Bates Nichols, who was taken from us in 1982 at the age of 46. She would have enjoyed and enriched the time between then and now.

I don’t know where my brother Don was, but here she is with the rest of us, circa 1976.

More freeway fun

I took the picture below while stuck in freeway traffic this morning. I don’t understand people like this. I know that millions of people voted for DT for President, but I don’t hate them or demonize them because of their vote. I wonder why their decision making process and/or world view is so different from mine, and I wonder why they voted for someone I consider completely unsuitable to be a leader. But I don’t say F*** them.

Freeway driving is stressful enough without wondering why someone drives around with an aggressive insult painted on his vehicle. I’m glad I don’t have to explain this to a ten year old sitting in my back seat. But that’s where we are these days.

I’ll be watching you

Another wonderful US history lesson yesterday from Heather Cox Richardson. My paraphrase of the theme: All men people are created equal and have specific inalienable rights. Not a bad idea; maybe we should base our nation on an idea like that. Hmmmm.

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I have to admit, without my team in the NCAA tourney, the whole March Madness thing is underwhelming. Yes, I’ll watch a game or two here and there, but it’s just not the same.

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I’m a more at-peace, thoughtful person than I was when I semi-retired three years ago. A big part of that is not being in Socal’s crazy traffic 2+ hours every day. I was reminded of that yesterday when a tiny Ford driven by a slacker leaning way back smoking a cigarette lane-changed three feet in front of me at 80 mph, no signal and no response to my honk and slamming on the brakes. It’s those frequent and casual brushes with death that make me want a stiff drink when I get home.

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One of my favorite SD Zoo pictures from last year – “I’ll Be Watching You”.

Spring

Today is the Spring Solstice the first day of spring in the northern hemisphere. Here in Socal it’s damp and cloudy. We still managed to get a walk in around the vineyard. Shaded part of the vineyard path shown above.

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I watched St. Whatever’s (I still can’t say their name) defeat another KY team in the tournament yesterday. They’re living the dream, going to the Sweet Sixteen.

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This NPR article brings back the story of the execrable eastern KY county clerk who took it upon herself to decide that gay couples could not get a marriage license, in spite of what the law said. Her moral guide was of course the word of god. From the article:

The legal battle started in 2015 when Davis, in her capacity of a county clerk, defied the Supreme Court’s ruling in Obergefell v. Hodges. It’s the landmark decision that legalized same-sex marriage nationwide

She said distributing marriage licenses to such couples went against her beliefs as a member of the Apostolic Church, arguing that she could not give them a marriage license “under God’s authority.”

I suppose it never occurred to her to quit her job if her religious belief kept her from carrying out her legal duty. Instead she decided to impose her belief on others. I wonder if eastern KY would have supported a Muslim exercising his of her religious beliefs in that same scenario? Hmmm.

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I’m no expert, but this seems bad. “Both of the planet’s poles experience extreme heat, and Antarctica breaks records.” Might be time to buy some property in Alaska. Or Ushuaia.

Life goes on

I let my March sadness post sit there for a couple of days; didn’t feel like writing. Sort of a grave marker for the season. I’m still upset, but the sun did come up the next day and life goes on.

Speaking of life going on, mine has taken an unexpected turn. As I wrote a few days ago, I’ve accepted a client project that will keep me busy full time for a few months. Not what I was planning for 2022, but…it’s something I need to do.

We have some travel planned for 2022, including multiple KY trips (including next week), a Napa trip in June, an Alaska trip in August, my annual NOLA/golf trip in the fall, and the big northern lights / Norway trip late in the year. So this blog will start to resemble a travel blog again.

The first pictures from the Webb space telescope are in, and they’re stunning. In the shot below, the smudges you see around the central star are galaxies never seen before. You can see the familiar spiral shape of many of them. Just imagine, each one of those smudges contain 100 billion (!) stars, and planets orbit around tens of millions of them. The universe is unimaginably big. For me this makes the notion that humankind is the only sentience in the universe silly and naive. We’re not alone, folks. Likewise, the religious notion that a god created the whole universe just for us is egotistic and silly. I wish we could know how many other thinking beings there are out there, but for now we’ll have to enjoy the wonder of the size/scale of it all.

Finally, as a person who enjoys understanding how the universe works (aka physics), this little synopsis is very cool. Nine lines that summarize all of physics.

March sadness

Imagine all the expletives in the world.* Then imagine all those expletives in 24 point bold font, a giant billboard of them. Then imagine those expletives, branded into your skin, one painful letter at a time.

That’s what I think of tonight’s UK loss to St Whatever.

*My wife watched the game with me. She doesn’t have to imagine.

Just say no to naps and green beer

This just in after National Nap Day just a few days ago. Geez, and I was feeling good about taking naps.

Kentucky plays in the first round of March Madness this afternoon. Can’t wait!

BTW, Happy St. Patrick’s Day. I don’t go out and celebrate it the way I did in my 20s, but for a lot of folks it’s a big day. Though sadly tainted by green beer.

I’ve committed to doing a project for a client over the next 2-3 months, one that will take a lot of my time. It’s not quite the “unretiring” that happened for a while in 2021 (multiple client projects), but it’s definitely a temporary return to corporate life. There are things about this I’m looking forward to, and things that I’m not – pros and cons.

Codgers

As well-informed as I think I am concerning developments in spaceflight, I just learned of a new company that has successfully launched satellites into low Earth orbit. Astra. I keep wondering if it’s too late for a codger like me to get involved with one of these spaceflight startups…

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March Madness officially starts tomorrow. It should be a great ride, and UK got an excellent draw – a fairly easy path into the Sweet 16 (knock on *all* the wood). I’m excited.

Words of wisdom for the day

Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise. – Sigmund Freud

Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one. – Albert Einstein

Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake. – Napolean Bonaparte

I regret every unkind thought I ever had about overweight people. – anonymous

3.1422

It’s Pi Day and National Napping Day. I’m all in for both.

The war in Ukraine continues unabated, throwing a lot of uncertainty into the world for the foreseeable future. I have a lot of trouble seeing what’s really in it for Putin and the Russian ruling class – right now they’re taking a beating militarily, reputation-wise and economically. What’s the endgame that makes all that worth it? Is it simply a wealthy old man’s ego, or…?

As real-world events unfold, I’m reading an absolutely terrifying book about how WW3 breaks out. It involves the US, Russia and China, where China is the aggressor and Russia plays an enabling role against the US. It’s terrifying because the authors are tech and military experts and the scenarios they use to show how things start and escalate are plausible. If you’re a Tom Clancy fan and don’t mind the additional (almost post-COVID) stress of reading about the end of the world via war, read Ghost Fleet. Yikes.

Listless

I find myself uninspired today – can’t summon the enthusiasm to write about or share anything. Last night’s UK loss to TN took all the wind from my sails. And the daylight savings time shift didn’t help.

It’s time to read a book.

A Saturday morning in March

What is it with Russian oligarchs and yachts? I suppose Freud was right after all.

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A possible relative of mine has it right on the oil companies. Windfall profits, indeed.

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Last night’s Cats victory over Vanderbilt was great to watch. Another team victory with players coming off the bench to pick up any slack needed. Pippen Jr. flopped like crazy, but it wasn’t enough. I hope I never have to watch him play again. Today we get to try our luck skill against a strong U of Tennessee team. Go Cats!

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We’re going whale watching today as part of my sister-in-law’s birthday weekend (Happy Birthday, Deeanne!). I hope the whales and dolphins got the message – come on out and play. Weather looks good.

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Proving once again that there is no bottom, my least favorite Senator decides that school children should have to pay up or go hungry. Words fail me.

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The more I read about Ukraine, the more it seems to resemble the United States in terms of their land, their people and their spirit. (OK, our spirit before things got weird and divided here.) Here’s a beautiful picture of Ukraine just before the war, found on Letters From An American.

[Photo by Nadia Povalinska]

Environmental Pushover Agency

I am truly, deeply disappointed in this. WTF, EPA? Whose side are you on (though I guess it’s obvious)? Industrial-scale farming wants their pesticides, so to hell with the bees.

Just another day in our market-driven rush to oblivion. Nothing to see here, move along.

And yes, I’m having a bad day. Next question.

Peak Lawyer

Lawyers. My life is full of lawyers lately. My own lawyer helping me fight the cretins who installed our fire protection system. Lawyers representing my nonprofit helping us with an M&A-like transaction (that one’s actually fun). Lawyers helping my for-profit company deal with an unfortunate personnel situation. And a lawyer hounding me to finish our updated family trust. It’s all a bit too much. I can only hope that I’ve reached Peak Lawyer at this point in my life and things will get less complicated soon.

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Kentucky plays Vanderbilt in the SEC tournament tonight. Really looking forward to that. I don’t know why, but I have a strong dislike of Vandy’s coach (Jerry Stackhouse) and their prima donna star, Scottie Pippen Jr. It will be fun beating those weasels.

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After a solid run of 2-guess and 3-guess Wordle puzzles, today’s took me six guesses. Part of the problem was that there were about six possible words with four letters known. So you just start cycling through the letters and hope you randomly get the right one. At that point it’s not an IQ test, it’s rolling dice.

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This BBC video from Ukraine is pretty grim. War is simply insanity. We build cities and civilization, and then we tear it down.

1982

Mass media today are losing their shit over the February inflation report which shows prices up by 7.9%, the largest rise since 1982. And of course conservatives will blame the Biden administration for causing this cost of living increase.

Which is stupid, if you just think about it (therein lies the problem, not too many people think about it). Prices have been rising for at least two years because of supply chain problems. Cars, construction materials, electronics all became scarce, and scarcity (supply) leads to higher prices (demand) for those items that can be purchased. That’s a pandemic issue, not a political one.

Then we have the Russia-Ukraine war and its impact on oil supply. This compounds the inflationary impact of supply chain problems. And somehow, people think that the government has control of the price of oil and gasoline. This simply isn’t true.

In a nutshell, oil companies set the price of oil by carefully regulating supply. The cost of refining and distributing gas (and other products) is added to the base price of oil, then government adds taxes, and that sets the price of gasoline at the retail outlets. Oil companies ALWAYS use any possible disruption in supply (like the Ukraine war) to immediately raise the retail price of gasoline, and that increase drops immediately to their bottom line. Today’s high price has nothing to do with their actual cost of delivering the product – their “concern” about future oil supply gives them a thin excuse to raise prices now, taking huge unearned profits.

Heather Cox Richardson explains it quite well in her March 8 essay:

The government has little to do with the cost of gasoline. Since our oil companies are privately owned, the cost of oil goes up and down according to supply and demand. That, in turn, can depend on disruptions to crude oil supplies, refinery operations, or pipeline problems, or even on what people think will be future demands. Last year, in the midst of the pandemic, the economic recession meant there was little demand for oil, and prices were very low. That meant producers reduced production, and they have not yet fully ramped it up again.

Even before Russia invaded Ukraine, the booming U.S. economy meant increased demand for oil and thus increased prices. U.S. companies increased their production, but perhaps not enough to address the imbalance between supply and demand that would address soaring gasoline prices. And in that gap, oil companies made huge profits.

On February 20, 2022, Tom Wilson of Financial Times reported that the seven top oil companies, including BP, Shell, ExxonMobil, and Chevron, would return a near-record $38 to $41 billion to shareholders through stock buybacks, after distributing $50 billion in dividends. The Wall Street Journal in January noted, “While that is good for investors in the company, there are mounting concerns that there isn’t enough investment in new fossil-fuel supply to meet growing demand.”

Low supplies are driving prices up, but Republicans are trying to turn those high gas prices into a culture war…

And of course Democrats are clueless about how to fight back on the conservatives relentless messaging about something like this.

I paid $6.50 per gallon for gasoline yesterday, and it won’t surprise me if it ends up being $8.00 per gallon in Socal. That will inconvenience me, but that’s about all. I know it will be a huge blow for those living paycheck to paycheck, and for their sake I hope that some relief (of course from the government, never from the oil companies) can be delivered.

I lived through the inflation in 1982, and it wasn’t fun. I was one of those living paycheck to paycheck way back then. I had a home mortgage rate of 18%, for example. Unthinkable today. But we got through it back then, and we will again.

Looking ahead

I’m really looking forward to the weekend. With just a little luck, UK will play basketball games on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. (Knock on wood, fingers crossed, stars aligned, etc…). That adds up to a lot of fun. NCAA POTY OT, pictured below. (If you’re a fan, you’ll know what the acronyms mean).

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This afternoon I have to go visit some folks in person and talk to them about leadership, respect and trust. About what it means to be a leader, and how both respect and trust can be gained and lost. Should be interesting.

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My iPad’s battery is failing, and as is often the case with Apple products, there’s no real solution other than buying a new one. There are things I love about Apple, but this isn’t one of them. Having said that, the new iPad Air is being released just in time for me, nine days from now. I’ll buy the new one and add my 2017-vintage iPad to my growing pile of deceased Apple devices.

Tuesday weirdness

You gotta love this. Estimating Flight Characteristics of Anomalous Unidentified Aerial Vehicles, an academic paper written to try and place some facts around the most credible UFO sightings of the last 50 years. A quote from the paper after some mathematical analysis that I had a hard time following:

The main point is that not only are the observed accelerations of these UAVs consistent with those required for interstellar travel, but that some of these UAVs exhibit capabilities suggesting that they could be spacecraft with impressive interstellar capabilities.

Close Encounters, baby! maybe this is the year I’ll try to visit Area 51.

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This may explain a lot about my generation and how Trump got elected. Average of six IQ points down for people born in the 60s and before – yikes! At least we’ve not subjected our children to the same stupid poisoning.

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Picked up some carryout food for dinner yesterday, and they did something I wish all restaurants would stop doing. They put the french fries inside a foam clamshell. Those things are convenient, and they’re ubiquitous in takeout, but as they hold the food and moisture inside, they turn a crispy fry into a steamed, soft mess. Fries should be treated with respect. I should start a non-profit for FF integrity.